Sharon writes: "I am retired and enjoy spending time writing and being with the grandchildren. God has blessed me so much and I love reading His Word to know Him better."
Marj sat in the parking lot of the church. Strong memories caused a pain
that wracked her whole being. Not a physical pain, but a deep emotional
pain. She recalled her Dad’s outburst to her Mother, the last of many
arguments her parents had had. How her dad yelled at her mother that he
never wanted a kid.
“We could have gotten rid of her, but no, you
wouldn’t do that. Now, here I am stuck in a marriage I hate and with a
kid. This is all your doing!”
Marj shuddered as looked up to see
her mom sobbing out of control. She hated her dad at that very moment.
At least she knew why he drank all the time. She could not cry for the
pain consuming here was so deep. This whole mess was because of her.
They never wanted her. No one wanted her. What did she have to live for?
She had no friends, for she was too ashamed of her parents to ever let
anyone see how she lived. She hated her life.
She looked up to
see she was in the parking lot of a church. Why? She had no idea. She
took a deep breath, got out, and walked quickly inside. Her eyes were
downcast as she rushed through the double doors. She looked up and saw a
seat in the very back toward the exit. She slipped into the pew and sat
huddles into her coat, trying to make herself invisible.
Music
filled the room. It was different from any she had ever heard before. It
was nice, yes, very nice. She closed her eyes and listened to the sweet
sound surround her. She felt a peace. How long had it been since she
felt this type of peace?
Marj was not exactly sure when the music stopped but she heard a man greeting the people.
“Good
morning to you all. May I say you are all looking good this morning?”
This brought a laugh from some. Today’s message is on the crucifixion,
resurrection and love of our Lord, Jesus Christ. “
That
announcement caused a rumble go through the church. He smiled widely and
nodded. “Yes, you are right. But let me assure each of you this is not
just an Easter message. This is a message of love.”
Marj wanted out of there but for some reason she just sat there and listened. She had no idea why.
The
man continued, “All four of the Gospels tell us of the crucifixion and
resurrection of Jesus. Today I want you to turn to Isaiah chapter 53.
The prophet Isaiah wrote about the crucifixion and resurrection of Jesus
780 years before it took place. Can you imagine that? How could he do
that? Let’s go on with the chapter and read just what it says. I am
starting with verse one through seven. “Now, in verse one we see the
Good News of salvation, the supernatural death of a King. In verse 2 we
see that Jesus was born humble in a humble place. Jesus is completely
God and completely human. The Son of man and deity. The Scripture tells
us that He was nondescript. There was nothing about His appearance that
made Him stand out.
In verse 3 we are told how He was rejected
and despised by men. Verses 4-6 inform us that He took our sins and our
shame. The major purpose of the cross was Jesus died as our substitute.
He Jesus was quiet, for He took our shame upon Himself. Next we see
where He took our separation. God, the Father turned His back on Jesus
because our sins we put upon Him. The sinless lamb. Here we are told
Jesus cried our “Eloi, Eloi, lema sabachthani, which means “My God, my
God, why have you forsaken me?
Now In verses 9-10, Jesus took our
suffering. First I want to inform you that the crosses that you see
with a small amount of blood on his brow and wrists and feet are not at
all how it was. Jesus was beaten by a whip with iron and sheep bones
that tore at His flesh each time it struck him. His back was torn open.
Many died after a beating such as he took. Then they put a crown of
thorns on His head and repeatedly stuck his head with a staff causing
excruciating pain while the spit upon him all the while.
Jesus
was so weak; Simon of Cyrene was forced to carry the cross for Him. They
led Him to Golgotha where He would be crucified. They offered him
mixture of vinegar, gall and myrrh but he refused to drink. Stake-like
nails were driven into his wrists and feet fastening him to the cross.
He was crucified between two criminals.
Christ’s death provided the complete sacrifice for sin so now all people through Christ can approach the throne of grace.
Jesus
died and arose on the third day. We serve a living God. He sits on the
right hand of God, His father. Jesus is shown to be the Son of God by
the resurrection from the dead. The only hope of this world is Jesus
coming again.
Now, I want you all to listen to this, if you would
had been the only person in the whole world; Jesus would have died for
you. This is LOVE. He loves you that much!
Marj sobbed and
sobbed. She never knew, No one ever told her. She felt an arm go around
her shoulder and looked to see Shirley her neighbor. The sweet lady who
always had a good morning and a smile for her.
The Pastor continued, if you have never accepted Jesus as your Savior, come to the front and we will pray with you.
Marj
could barely stand up but she made it to the front with Shirley’s help.
Between sobs, she asked Jesus to come into her life.
Marj’s life
changed that day. Did everything become perfect? No not at all. But,
she had a peace and someone who loved her no matter what. With Jesus she
felt loved and whole. Her neighbor, Shirley was always there for her.
She made friends with teens from the church.
As she set up the
table for a snack after teen night she smiled. Marj no longer hated her
dad, she prayed for both her parents daily. She prayed that his anger be
changed to love, true love that only comes from Jesus Christ.
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